CHAPTER ONE

The Briefing — Kira

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THE ROOM IS gray.

I have been in seven of these rooms in six years and they are all the same room. Gray walls. Gray fluorescent tube light that flickers on a frequency I have stopped trying to ignore. Gray metal table bolted to the floor. Gray chair that does not recline because the chairs in these rooms are not designed for comfort. The agency does not buy comfortable furniture. The agency buys furniture that says *you are here to listen, not to settle in.*

I sit. I fold my hands. I keep my spine three inches off the chair back.

This is the posture I was trained in. Slight forward lean. Hands visible. No crossed arms, no crossed legs, no tension in the jaw. The trainer who taught me this posture said the body language is not for the Director's benefit. The body language is for mine. It convinces the body that the body is calm. The body believes the body. The mind agrees because the mind has been outvoted.

Director Chen comes in at nine on the dot.

He never knocks. He does not knock today. He carries a manila folder under his left arm, a coffee in his right hand, and the small specific weight of a man who has been doing the work he is doing for thirty-one years and has stopped finding any part of it interesting. He sets the coffee on the table. He sets the folder beside it. He sits across from me.

I do not reach for the folder.

That would suggest opinion. Opinions are not part of the arrangement.

"Kira."

"Director."

"Mission seven."

"Eight."

He looks up. He looks at me for the count of two seconds, which is one second longer than he usually looks at me."Eight," he agrees."I miscount. Forgive me."

He does not say *forgive me* in a way that requires forgiveness. He says it the way a man says *forgive me* about a small clerical error he has noted for later. I have been on the Director's clerical-error list before. The list is real. I have seen what happens to operatives on it.

I do not respond. He opens the folder.

The first photograph he places on the table is the headshot.

The man in the headshot is in his mid-thirties. Dark hair. Dark eyes. The kind of jawline they put on cologne ads to sell things to men who want to be him and to women who want to be near him. He is wearing a suit that costs more than my safe-house rent for a year. He is not smiling. He is looking at the camera with an expression that is almost-amused, almost-bored, almost-something-else, in the way a man looks at a camera when he has stopped caring whether the camera flatters him. The expression registers as *control* before it registers as anything else.

Then it registers as something else.

I keep my face neutral. I keep my hands folded. I do not react.

But I feel my pulse jump.

I file the jump.

I have done seven of these briefings before. I have looked at seven headshots of seven targets. I have never had a pulse jump from a headshot. The pulse has been a problem I have noted over the years as a problem that does not happen to me. I have considered this evidence of my training. I have considered this evidence that I am not, in the way some operatives are, recoverable. The pulse not jumping has been a small comfort I have carried into every briefing for six years.

The pulse just jumped.

I file the failure.

"Dominic Marchetti," Director Chen says. He places a second photograph next to the first. The second is a long-lens surveillance shot of the same man, in a different suit, on a sidewalk outside a building I do not recognize."Thirty-four. Built the East Coast operation in twelve years from absolutely nothing. Net worth eight hundred million in identifiable assets, almost certainly two to three times that in buried capital."

He places a third photograph. A nightclub. Marchetti at a banquette, surrounded.

"He runs three vertical lines. The legitimate businesses — properties, hotels, restaurants, a security consulting firm. The financial services — laundering, fraud, embezzlement schemes through shell corporations across four jurisdictions. And the third line. The third line is what concerns us."

A fourth photograph. A shipping container.

"Weapons. We believe explosives. We believe other things. We don't have specifics because his operation is compartmentalized in a way no organization we've successfully infiltrated has ever been compartmentalized. We have not infiltrated this one. We have not been able to. The agency has been trying for four years. We have lost three operatives. The operatives did not die clean."

He pauses. I do not ask what *not die clean* means. I know what it means.

I look at the photographs.

The man in them is — I do not have a word for what the man in them is. I have always had words for the men in the photographs. I have looked at the eighth targ