Chapter 2: A Door That Closed, A Door That Opened
Morning in the new house did not feel like morning.
It felt like waking up inside someone else’s life.
Salma opened her eyes before the sun had fully risen. For a moment, she didn’t remember where she was. The ceiling was unfamiliar. The air felt different, heavier, still. Then the memory returned all at once, and the weight settled back onto her chest.
Pakistan.
Her daughters lay beside her, tangled in sleep. She watched them quietly, memorizing their faces in the soft gray light. Their peace felt temporary, borrowed, like everything else.
She sat up slowly, careful not to wake them, and looked around the small room. A cupboard she did not own. Walls she could not decorate. A space offered, not belonging.
This is where we begin again, she thought.
She washed her face, tied her hair back, and began the day the only way she knew how, by becoming a mother before becoming anything else.
She helped the girls wake up gently. Fixed their clothes. Combed their hair. Whispered reassurance she did not fully believe herself.
“It’s okay,” she told them. “We’re together.”
That was the only truth she could promise.
But before this house, there had been another door.
One that never opened.
The day she decided to come to Pakistan, she had made one call first, the call that had trembled in her hands.
Raja’s father.
Her voice had been careful, respectful. She had not spoken as a widow. She had spoken as the mother of his granddaughters.
“They are Raja’s daughters,” she had said quietly.“We have nowhere else. Can we stay there?”
There had been a pause.
Then words that felt like erasure.
“I don’t know you without my son.”
Just like that, a door that should have been theirs closed.
Not slammed. Not shouted.
Just shut.
So she came to Abid.
Not because it was easy. Because it was the only place left.
Back in the present morning, Salma was in the kitchen helping her daughters eat when the knock came.
Hard.
Not polite. Not familiar.
A sound that carried authority.
The room stilled.
Abid looked toward the door. His parents exchanged a quick glance, not fear, but tension. Salma felt it instantly, like a drop in temperature.
The knock came again.
This time louder.
Abid opened the door.
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