Chapter Two
My birth certificate gave my name as Lieselott Johanna Fraenkel, born in the prosperous section of Charlottenburg in Berlin, on 25th May 1927, to Dr. Med. Manfred Fraenkel and his wife, Sella Selma Fraenkel. Lilo, a diminutive version of Lieselott, became my name throughout my early childhood until the great watershed when we emigrated and my much-loved father was ousted by the one man I had always resented.
It was a happy, innocent childhood, in which I was surrounded by the love of Mother, Pappi, grandparents and other adoring relations, not forgetting Deta, my nanny, whose name Marta I couldn’t pronounce as a toddler. Deta was a devout Catholic, who sometimes took me and one of her former charges, Peter Rachwalsky, along to church on Sundays, but one day we hurt her feelings when we complained about the stench the man was sprinkling (incense) and she stopped taking us.
I wonder whether Peter was aware that he was Jewish. I certainly wasn’t. Christmas with the tree and presents on Christmas Eve, the carols I sang to the accompaniment of Mother’s piano playing were lovely, with mounting excitement and expectations until the little bell summoned me to come to the drawing room, where a large beautiful Christmas tree had been erected with presents underneath. So was Christmas day with the great meal, Easter and searching for Easter eggs and last but not least St. Nicolas Eve, 6th December, when I would hang out my stocking the previous evening to find it filled with sweets the next morning. According to tradition, only well-behaved children received these. The ones who didn’t make the grade were supposed to find twigs and sticks in their stockings. Speaking to a young German woman some years ago on holiday in Greece, I asserted that surely no child ever received these, but she replied that she did one year.
I was a very agile child and relished almost all forms of gymnastics as well as eurhythmics, something I enjoyed throughout my life and, with the addition of dance and choreography, these have given me much pleasure as well as keeping me nimble far beyond my age. I was so confident in my physical abilities that more than once I made a bit of a fool of myself. During a visit to my grandparents, I was allowed to come along to a eurhythmics class for children aged seven to eight. At the time, I was four years old. Halfway through the lesson, the teacher announced: “Today we are going to try and do a handstand. Is there anyone who can already do it?”
My hand shot up immediately: “I can!”
But, despite trying again and again, I didn’t quite manage. Eventually the teacher said, “Well, maybe another time.”
“But I could do it when I was young”, I insisted and was furious when parents seated round the walls burst out laughing. I was convinced they were laughing because they thought I was lying.
There was a similar occurrence on one of my summer holiday visits to Homburg. The baker’s daughter, twenty at the time, had come on her adult size bike to take orders for bread and other pastries. While I was waiting with her by the window in one of the front rooms, I kept looking at her bike.
“Do you like my bike?” she asked.
“Yes, very much.”
“Can you ride a bike?” was her next question.
I had never been on a bike, but since I was an ace on the scooter, I was sure there couldn’t be that much difference.
“Yes, I can,” I told her.
“Would you like to have a go?”
Of course I did. I wheeled the bike to the s