I
“On the meaning of diaries. They can only refer to a certain layer of occurrences that happen in the intellectual and physical sphere. What concerns us most intimately resists communication if not our very own perception of it.” So wrote Ernst Jünger, the German officer and well-known writer of First World War memoirs, in hisParis Diary on 18th November 1941. Jünger wrote this about a year after the young unknown lance corporal Felix Hartlaub first prepared to be relocated to Paris, where he also would begin keeping a diary, one more impressionistic in style than that of literature’s most famous Wehrmacht officer. The two men’s paths could have easily crossed, though, on the German-occupied banks of the Seine or elsewhere. The one thing they shared was a sense of the surrealism of their situation, which the young soldier Hartlaub found oppressive. Jünger, the established author and high-ranking officer, was to receive a ticket from Jean Cocteau himself for a viewing of the surrealist filmLe sang d’un poète (“The Blood of a Poet”).
But who, then, was Felix Hartlaub (1913–1945)? A Francophile loner in German-occupied Paris, where he worked for the German Ministry of Foreign Affairs from December 1940 to August 1941 as a historian at the Quai d’Orsay. Later, in a letter to his father, he called it the “Cabinet du Sinistre”. For after the French surrender to the Germans, the Quai d’Orsay appeared ghostlike, void of real life like most of occupied Paris, or so it seemed to Hartlaub, the diarist and detached observer, who was mostly embarrassed by his and his fellow Germans’ presence in the then half-deserted metropolis on the Seine, the old capital of the nineteenth century.
Literary history was Hartlaub’s vocation, but military history was his profession: he wrote his doctorate on the sea battle of Lepanto (1571) and the role of Don Juan d’Austria, a battle in which, incidentally, the future author ofDon Quixote, Miguel de Cervantes, had fought, and in which he had lost the use of his left arm. In fact, this turned out to be Hartlaub’s only publication during his short life. It was not by choice but sheer destiny that he eventually found himself in a small circle of historians in the closest vicinity of theFührerhauptquartier recording