Fourteen: The Apostle
The apostle makes present again the life of Jesus.
291. Being an apostle requires being like the apostles. Therefore, if you wish to be an apostle reflect on the Acts of the Apostles and strive to understand them.
292. In the early Church, an apostle was commonly described as one with Christ in his heart, in his speech, in his actions—that is, in his whole demeanor—and even in his body. In short, an apostle was one who was filled with Christ and radiated him to others.
293. Apostolic work involves the sanctification of the environment by those in the midst of it. The worker is the apostle of the workers, the student is the apostle of the students, the soldier is the apostle of the soldiers.
294. “He who endures to the end will be saved” (Matthew 10:22). There will be more rejoicing in hell over the fall of one apostle than over the fall of a host of any others. Let us therefore pray for and support one another.
295. Good works by themselves do not make an apostle. The true apostle does good works because they are part of God’s work.
296. Granted we live in a different period from that of the apostles, with different needs which demand different approaches in the apostolate. Nevertheless, Christ did give this assurance: “Lo, I am with you always, to the close of the age” (Matthew 28:20). He is still with the Church and continues to give it a new Pentecost.
297. Work away at your apostolate with your entire heart and soul. However, be prepared to share your energies with everyone and to cooperate with those less capable than yourself. Do not monopolize everything as if nothing could be done without you.
298. There are some things which you may yearn to do, but are unable to accomplish. These desires are often more meritorious, more pleasing to God, than all the results which give you self-satisfaction.
299. When you encounter difficulties, do not allow yourself to be discouraged. Simply ask yourself: “Is this God’s work or mine? Is God doing this or am I?”
300. Before you complain about someone, ask yourself: “Is my salt still sharp to the taste? Is my lamp still burning bright?”
301. In dealing with other people, it may sometimes be necessary to be selective. However, it is never necessary to criticize, distrust, or despise others. The disciples Jesus chose to build his Church were filled with imperfections, but he asked them only to be childlike and to follow him loyally.
302. To the extent to which you permit your ego to grow, to that same extent your apostolic work will become a failure. The more you let your ego die, the more your apostolate will flourish.
303. Be ready to sacrifice those comforts which are unbecoming to a true apostle. Do not create “needs” that are not really necessities.
304. Do not allow yourself to become a person of many words and little action. On the other hand, do not become strong in action, but weak in prayer. Do not accept freely yet give sparingly. Do not